Yes I'm alive. Yes I'm well (well sorta). Yes Im thinking of coming back for a little bit.
I've lost touch with myself in the past few months. I've been working hard at my Job, I dropped out of University in order to keep being able to have a roof over my head and take care of my cat and reconnect with myself and my family. I'm thinking of going back in a few years once I know I can support myself and my Pets. Yes i said pets, I have adopted the CUTEST Guinea Pig Whom I have named Loki. Other than working every and fighting the demons I hold within myself I am doing well now.
Other good news, I am now a very proud aunt whom loves her little man so very much. My Best Friend of 7 years now and I see as a sister had her very first son at 18. I'm so proud of her for being strong enough to do this and the love I see in her eyes when she is near him is the sweetest thing I have seen in my life, It makes me think of my mother when She looks at me and my sister. Other Happy news, My other best friend of 7 years is getting Engaged to her girlfriend and Im so proud of her as well and I wish you both Happiness in your Marriage.
One Last note before I wrap up this little check in, To anyone I have hurt in my life who may read this. To those I have disappointed, hurt and disappeared on; I'm Sorry. I'm Sorry I did that, I'm sorry I hurt you. I want every single last one of my friends to know on here. You'll all hold a key to my heart. You were all very special people in my life and I thank you for the Joy and friendship you gave me. I'm Sorry once again for everything I had caused you. I went through a rough time a few years ago and lately it's been haunting me; I hurt a lot of people than and I'm truly deeply Sorry for that. I don't think I an really say I'm sorry enough to make up for what I had done.
To anyone who read this, Thank you, Bless you and Happy Holidays